melancholy brilliance of the moon: After being in an abusive relationship and being so disgustingly in...

moon-cosmic-power:

After being in an abusive relationship and being so disgustingly in love with the person, you don’t think you’ll be able to do it again. You don’t think that you’ll meet someone who’s going to actually love you. You don’t think you’ll be able to love again. You’re damaged in a lot of ways….

I need to remember this more often.

The transition from my horrid ex to my fiance was traumatic to say the least, still is a bit sometines. I was like an abused animal when I met him, terrified, skittish and untrusting which didnt mix well with the fact that he still bad a lot of growing up to do. But he stayed and showed me more love than i could have imagined. He helped me realize my worth after everything i went through.

Where as the life and love thats been given me is easier to accept now believing that its real and the rug isnt going to be pulled out from under me is still hard from time to time.

(Source: vaganja)


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