My attempt to wash my hands of this sin do no not absolve you of your own filth.
The fault was ours, it cannot belong to one person.
Easter morning, but we dont go to church,
We fuck all morning instead.
'you don't look gay'
will i look gay when i’m going down on ur girl
Bites my neck,
Slaps my ass,
Fucks me hard,
Makes me cum so hard I cry,
Holds his hand over my mouth,
Refuses to stop.
Kisses me gently on the forehead,
Holds me through the night,
Makes sure my cellphone is charged because I always forget,
Makes me breakfast every morning,
Tells me how much he loves me,
Calls me beautiful.
Same man. Perfection.
Fuck me like a porno, love me like a romance.
I will always regret not running away with you three years ago.
I made mistakes, I stayed with him out of codependence and obligation.
I loved you and you weathered it all the best you could.
I have you now, I’ll focus on that.
I’m not letting go this time, I wont push you away.